Dancing is one of the few things that have saved me from doing regretful choices
It may not be much to you but it is to me. Do you guys have any idea how much you are hurting me? Do I really need to do something physically for you to notice? Because I’ve just about had it and am on my breaking point. I may put a smile on my face in public but you of all people should see the signs. You’re the reason I want to end everything. Stop blaming and back stabbing me. Put yourself in my
Shoes. I bet you couldn’t last one day in my life. Always having nightmares and horrible thoughts at least once a day. I’ve got enough on my
Plate of convincing myself to stick around I don’t need you guys giving me
More reasons not to
Too overwhelming to think about actually doing it. It’s to hard to even have as a thought. But saying it out Loud makes it all the more real
I know tomorrow I well be fine and able to hide this one more day. I just have to take it one day at a time and maybe along the way I’ll find happiness in this depressing state
I’m sorry.
